Breath of the Spirit

Middle Rhine Altar, ca. 1410. Pentecost panel. Catharijneconvent Museum. Utrecht.
The Netherlands.

The very nature of the Spirit is that it blows like the wind, without us knowing where it comes from or where it is going. Living and loving with the breath of the Spirit is akin to that freedom of movement that transcends borders and breaks down barriers. There are a great many works depicting the disciples and Mary in the Upper Room, surrounded by walls. Some of them are very discreet in the form of low walls, others have openwork walls and windows, while still others rise up like closed citadels.

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Jesus’ disciples locked the doors

“because they were afraid of the Jews…”.[1]

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Utrecht Museum of Art, “The Descent of the Spirit” c. 1410, altar centrepiece

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Out of fear, they are locked in, withdrawn into themselves.

For them, who had hoped for so much, everything has just collapsed.

This Jesus in whom they believed as the Messiah,

has just been tortured, scourged, crucified and killed.

 

The disciples are there with Mary, stalked by fear, by their fears. But they are praying. So, all is not lost…. They have gathered in a secluded spot in the heart of the city called Jerusalem, where Jesus has just been crucified. It is true that the city is fortified, but the crenellations, mullions, and other fortress-like features of some of the illuminations are not archaeological details but a spiritual message that needs to be deciphered by looking closely.

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In the Cenacle, “the doors were shut for fear of the Jews,” so Jesus came and stood among them and said to them, “Peace be with you.” When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples were filled with joy at the sight of the Lord. Then he said to them again, “Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, so I send you. When he had said this, he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive, they are forgiven them; whose sins you retain, they are retained. “[2].

In John’s Gospel, this passage takes place a few verses before the appearance to Thomas. The Risen Christ makes himself present, visible, audible and perceptible to the senses and gives his disciples the breath of his Spirit and Peace. This apparition of Christ to his disciples took place in the Cenacle in Jerusalem before the Ascension, but neither the Gospels nor the Acts of the Apostles state that the doors of the Cenacle were closed for fear of the Jews at the very moment of Pentecost. However, some artists, such as is the case in this altar centrepiece from Utrecht, combine all the events that take place between Easter and Pentecost, and summarise the scene by depicting the apostles and Mary, gathered in the Cenacle with the doors closed, receiving the Holy Spirit, while Christ, who has returned to the right hand of the Father, is definitively absent.

 

Altar centre, Utrecht, 15th century

The pink stone ramparts of the Utrecht painting, with their monumental wooden gate solidified by extensive wrought ironwork, loopholes, battlements, and watchtowers, resemble a fortified castle.

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..The disciples locked themselves in out of fear, barricaded themselves in, walled themselves in because:

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“This small handful of people
are nothing more than survivors.
They are the last witnesses to an adventure that is over and that ended badly.
All they have left to survive are a few square metres squeezed between four walls:
its their only legacy.
All they have to breathe are regrets
and memories to feed on.
Their hiding place is a prison,
their home is a tomb.”[3]

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The spiritual symbolism is strong.

It speaks of the disciples who shut themselves away for fear of the Jews, but by extrapolation, it also speaks of those who are walled in by their fear of others, who jump at the slightest noise and who are trapped by their anxieties; shipwrecked people who are afraid to die, the living dead who look at life with disillusioned eyes, pitiful people who groan without the hope of a better future. It also speaks of those who take refuge in a protective cocoon, who revel in merging with their fellow human beings, in the contemplation of mirrors reflecting their image in reassuring cloning, who dare not bet on the future, nor risk moving forward, facing the unknown, living and loving. It denounces the Church in its moments of frigid withdrawal, in its rejection and fear of the world, the different, and the unknown.

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Opening the door means giving a face. It is a gamble.
An encounter is always a risk. The Spirit is that risk.
Those whose doors are locked are those who have eliminated this risk.
They are so closed in on themselves that they are a universe unto themselves.
They no longer have problems with borders because they no longer have doors or windows, only mirrors in which they never tire of taking themselves for the whole world.” [4]

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Admittedly, in this work depicting the Upper Room, the disciples have shut themselves behind walls, for fear of the Jews, for fear of others who have become dangerous, for fear of friends who have become enemies… but a few details show that they are not so closed in on themselves as to shun all contact with the outside world.

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There are two astonishing details in Utrecht’s work.

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First, the lock on this door is not made of metal. It is as if it has been dismantled and only a trace of it remains. So, is there no longer any need for a key to enter this fortress? Have the doors, locked by fear, been unlocked? Would the lock and the fortified ramparts be no more than vestiges, the stigmata of an attitude that had become obsolete but whose trace would remain?

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On the other hand, a clearly visible knocker allows one to knock to announce one’s visit or beg for hospitality. Those who, at first glance, might have barricaded themselves in a fortress are revealed by these two details to be accessible.

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Two other aspects would tend to suggest that fear has indeed been erased by grace, by the breath of the Spirit that sets hearts on the open sea.

The first is to be found in the very structure of Utrecht’s work:

 

Utrecht, centre of the altarvers 1450

While the disciples are arranged in a circle within the fortified walls of the upper room, a spiral-shaped circle dictated by the constraints of perspective, Mary is at the centre of the composition. Standing upright, hieratic, her hands clasped, she forms a link between the keystone, from which the Holy Spirit springs in the form of a dove, and the monumental door surmounted by battlements, with its ring-shaped knocker and ghost lock.

When Jesus appears to the disciples to give them the Spirit, the doors are closed. Here, Jesus is no longer present; only his Spirit is given. In the form of a golden dove, the Spirit emerges from above, above Mary, beneath a keystone in the colours of darkness, light bursting forth from the darkness, hope emerging from sadness, a breach in the impasse. The keystone, which ensures the stability and solidity of the arches, becomes a symbolic key opening a passageway between heaven and earth so that the Holy Spirit can descend into the Virgin Mary, sow the seed of the Church and break the lock that renders it infertile.

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The symbolism could be daring if the image did not transcend the message by revealing itself only very discreetly through the imprint of a lock placed in relation to Mary, the dove of the Spirit and the keystone, placed in the same verticality. All the more so since Mary is no longer the image of the woman who gave birth to Jesus, but that of the Church being born with the breath of the Spirit. An icon of the nascent Church, here she is impregnated in a new way. Freed from the locks of fear provoked by the death of Jesus, its door will become a passageway, a holy door offering refuge and hospitality to those who seek God, a door opening wide its casements to the disciples setting out to announce to the whole world that Christ is risen.

Here, however, the door is not yet open, only the lock has been unlocked.

The signs we see are only the first signs…

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The second aspect that tends to suggest that fear and withdrawal no longer dominate the apostles at prayer is the red cloak of one of them, on the right of the illumination. This part of the cloak extends beyond the closed room and hangs outside the rampart. This detail might seem insignificant or secondary were it not so ostensibly deliberate. The disciple carrying it is depicted with his back turned to the viewer of the work, as well as to anyone who might venture to use the knocker. His posture makes him turn his back on everything outside the comfort of the Upper Room at prayer. His posture suggests that he refuses or rejects this dangerous world that has put the Messiah to death. But the flap of his cloak tells us that a breath is blowing through him and taking him where he does not want to go or cannot go yet. His red cloak hangs over the rampart like a banner. Like a flag, it beckons to the outside world and opens the wearer up to the great spaces of the Spirit without him being aware of it. He still has his back to the world, but a part of him is open to it.

Prayer has opened a breach.

 

Sr. Ghislaine Pauquet r.c.

 

Une brèche pour l’EspritA breach for the Spirit

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The disciples of Jesus are holed up like rats. Going through the doors was out of the question: they were “locked” by fear.

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In an atmosphere oozing with anxiety “because they were afraid of the Jews…” these people startled by the slightest noise, these shipwrecked people on their raft, these trapped escapees, these condemned to death on probation, these dog-eat-dog looks, these worried Christians, these believers under fear, this religion of fear, whispering in the shadows.

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This small handful of people are nothing more than survivors. They are the last witnesses to an adventure that has come to an end and ended badly. All they have left to survive are these few square metres squeezed between four walls: it is their only legacy. Their hiding place is a prison, their home a tomb.

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The man they had bet everything on was caught, betrayed and tortured. It is all a failure, not even glorious, just lamentable. Jesus is dead.

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Then, “Jesus came and he was there among them…”.

There is no transition, no parenthesis. God is urgent. Life does not wait.

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The resurrection is always a birth, a wrench, a tear.

Resurrection does not plan ahead, pay in monthly instalments, draw up a savings plan, or have a checklist. The action of the Spirit is not planned; it is sudden. He said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit…”

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Suddenly, the world stops looking in the mirror and taking itself for its own image. The world opens its windows and draws its curtains. There is a breach, and through that breach, the world begins again.

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The last survivors of the dead adventure become the first witnesses of birth. The last are the first. It is no longer the end of one world, but the beginning of another. The Gospel begins when one world is finished. The disciples are no longer fugitives, but envoys: “I also am sending you…”

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The locked door becomes a path, the prison becomes a road to freedom, the hunted by fear “are filled with joy…” And yet these are the same people, the same poor people, the same poor men and women. The same and yet so different. They are the same, but they have become so different.

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This is Pentecost.

“Receive the Holy Spirit…”.

This is Pentecost.

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To open a door is to dare to face a distance, a newness, a new space, a draught, a stranger who does not yet have a face. All I know is that he is knocking on the door and waiting.

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Opening the door will mean giving it a face. It is a gamble.

An encounter is always a risk. The Spirit is that risk.

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Those whose doors are locked are those who have eliminated this risk.

They are so closed in on themselves that they are a universe unto themselves.

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They no longer have problems with borders because they no longer have doors or windows, only mirrors in which they never tire of taking themselves for the whole world.

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Contrary to what people would have us believe, the Holy Spirit does not abolish borders: he opens them and creates new ones. There are still too many people who dream of standardising the unity of the world on the basis of mass production, where everyone would come out of the same mould, on the same model.

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It is true that with good feelings and a bit of atmosphere we can feel “close” or “united,” but all we are ever doing is cheating distances.

The people of Babel already wanted to do away with distances. Babel is the opposite of Pentecost.

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Those who speak so well of “totalising” the world are generally “totalitarians.”

The Spirit is not the Spirit of a system. The action of the Spirit is to be different.

If I want to meet the other, it is to the extent that the other is not me!

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Jean Debruynne

Ouvrez, coll. Mille textes,

Paris: P.U.F., 2000, p. 186-189

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  1. John 20:19

  2. John 20:19-23

  3. Jean Debruynne, Ouvrez, coll. Mille textes, Paris: P.U.F., 2000, p. 186-189

  4. ib.

« Le Seigneur a fait pour moi des merveilles »

Sr Rufine

L’expérience internationale a ouvert mon cœur et mon esprit à vivre la diversité et l’interculturalité. Cette expérience est un cadeau de Dieu pour moi afin que je puisse goûter profondément la richesse culturelle. Je suis restée 11 jours à Rome, le temps s’est passé très vite. J’ai vécu cette expérience avec liberté et j’ai découvert que Rome est riche de l’histoire chrétienne comme celle de Pierre et Paul, des martyrs, de Saint Ignace, ainsi que des différents monuments romains.

Quand je suis entrée au Vatican, dans la basilique Saint-Pierre, j’ai vu de nombreux autels et chaque autel avait une messe ; cela me rappelle le « se livrer » de sainte Thérèse Couderc : elle a entendu le son de la cloche et a vu plusieurs autels où le sang de l’agneau coulait sur chaque autel. J’ai aussi participé à la messe dans la chapelle où on voit clairement le trône de Saint-Pierre. J’ai vécu cela avec une grande joie intérieure et une foi profonde. Tout cela me pousse à rendre grâce à Dieu.

Aux Trois Fontaines où Saint Paul a été martyrisé, la tête de Saint Paul a rebondi trois fois sur le sol. Ce Saint a beaucoup souffert mais n’a pas eu peur, il était prêt à mourir dans la foi. Je suis très touchée par cette attitude de Saint Paul et cela m’a fait penser qu’il y a de la souffrance à endurer dans la vie et après la souffrance, c’est la vraie vie. Le martyr Saint Paul m’a aidé à m’attacher au Christ et a renforcé ma foi.

En ce qui concerne saint Ignace de Loyola, j’ai visité sa chambre, l’endroit où il a écrit les Exercices Spirituels. Ce qui m’a beaucoup touché, c’est que sa chambre est très étroite, simple, ce qui signifie qu’en le voyant, je me suis dit que c’est un signe de sa sincérité de vie et de son détachement total des richesses terrestres. Pour toutes ces découvertes, je ne cesse pas de rendre grâce à Dieu qui m’a montré ses merveilles.

À Versailles, j’ai vécu avec la communauté durant 1 mois. Cela est un don de Dieu. Ce qui m’a touché c’est qu’il y a beaucoup de types d’animation spirituelle dans ce Centre. Je suis très heureuse parce que la communauté m’a permis d’assister à quelques animations comme celle de « goûter et partager la parole de Dieu », « Matinée Spirituelle », « Week-end spirituel » et « lectio Divina ». Dans tout cela, j’ai ouvert mon cœur, mon âme et mon esprit pour accueillir des fruits.

L’organisation communautaire qui donne place à la prière ensemble a ancré mon cœur dans le Christ ; le partage profond avec foi et confiance de chacune pendant la prière partagée tout le dimanche m’a permis de vivre l’expérience de la communauté des disciples avec Jésus. J’ai participé aussi à la vie courante. J’ai reçu beaucoup de choses qui m’aident à vivre ma vocation dans la vie à Versailles.

À Lyon, lieu historique de notre Congrégation, j’ai reçu beaucoup de grâce. Ce qui m’a touchée c’est la chambre de Sainte Thérèse Couderc qui m’a fait comprendre son humilité, son silence, son « se livrer », sa simplicité. Dans sa chambre j’ai vu les objets qu’elle a utilisé : aiguille, ciseau, linge, bout de papier avec des paroles de Dieu … je suis convaincue que c’est dans la vie quotidienne qu’on trouve la vraie vie, le vrai bonheur qui donnent la vie éternelle.

A Lalouvesc, quand je suis entrée à la basilique Saint Régis, je sens que le corps de Mère Thérèse accueille toutes les personnes qui viennent dans cette basilique. Je suis touchée quand j’ai vu la Bonté sur le visage de sainte Thérèse Couderc, son amour infini, sa simplicité, son cœur grand comme le monde…

J’ai confirmé mon offrande avec Mère Thérèse à Notre Dame D’Ay.

C’est un cadeau aussi que j’ai pu visiter la maison natale de Mère Thérèse au Mas. J’ai pu y rester quelques jours. C’est un miracle pour moi que cette maison est encore là. J’ai pu imaginer les qualités de la famille de Mère Thérèse : sociable, chrétienne et solidaire.

Je te rends grâce mon Dieu de m’avoir appelée et choisie. Je suis également reconnaissante à toute la Congrégation qui m’a permis de vivre cette expérience,

J’ai reçu beaucoup de merveilles qui marquent ma vie.

À la basilique Saint Paul à Rome

Je garde beaucoup de choses sur la vie de Mère Thérèse, mais je veux dire tout simplement que mon contact avec elle ravive en moi le désir de vivre davantage la simplicité de notre fondatrice et de son amour de prière. Que cela m’aide à aimer chacune de mes sœurs quelques soient leur limite, à aimer également toutes personnes, spécialement celles que je rencontre dans la mission que la Congrégation me confie.

Mon expérience interculturelle

Sr Lucie

La première chose qui m’a frappé c’est l’accueil chaleureux des sœurs, avec tous les gestes d’amour exprimé partout même dans la chambre. Cela m’a donné beaucoup de joies.

Cette expérience m’a fait sentir que je suis précieuse aux yeux de Dieu et que je dois toujours être heureuse de la grâce qu’il me donne chaque jour.

A Rome, ma visite des tombeaux des martyrs m’a touché. J’étais spécialement frappée par l’histoire de Pierre.  J’ai senti que Pierre était une personne simple qui n’avait pas beaucoup de connaissances intellectuelles, mais il est devenu Saint. Je suis convaincue que je ne dois pas attendre pour devenir un grand expert pour pouvoir faire ma mission. C’est ma capacité d’utiliser ce que Dieu me donne qui est la plus importante.

En France, les moments les plus forts pour moi ce sont nos jours à Lalouvesc, là où j’ai vu directement la corp de Mère Thérèse dans la basilique de Saint Jean François Régis. J’étais également très heureuse de découvrir l’ancienne place de la châsse dans notre maison source. Les nombreux souvenirs laissés par Mère Thérèse et Père Terme, François Régis sont précieux pour moi. Les objets spirituels m’ont fait comprendre leur manière d’aider les autres et leur bon esprit en aimant tout le monde.

J’étais touchée par le lien entre St François Régis et Mère Thérèse. J’ai trouvé de bons souvenir de Mère Thérèse dans le Musé de Saint François Régis.

À la basilique Saint Paul à Rome

Je garde beaucoup de choses sur la vie de Mère Thérèse, mais je veux dire tout simplement que mon contact avec elle ravive en moi le désir de vivre davantage la simplicité de notre fondatrice et de son amour de prière. Que cela m’aide à aimer chacune de mes sœurs quelques soient leur limite, à aimer également toutes personnes, spécialement celles que je rencontre dans la mission que la Congrégation me confie.

Un mois avec la communauté de Toulouse

Marie Claudine

J’ai..

À chaque prière communautaire, celles qui ne peuvent pas être présentes à cause de leur engagement apostolique ou autres raisons ne sont pas oubliées. J’ai senti une vraie communion de cœur dans notre prière. J’ai également goûté les temps de prière avec les jeunes « Céna club », ainsi que la prière partagée chaque mercredi.

Ilna

I discovered the Cenacle in January 2023 at Noémie’s invitation.

Indeed, it was a period when I was very depressed and had no taste for parties or anything. So, at my dear husband’s insistence, we went. God is simply wonderful. He gave me back strength, hope and a taste for fraternal life thanks to Sister Lydia’s guidance.

On occasion, my husband and I had discovered the Cenacle Fraternity and we integrated it with joy. This joy never ceases to grow and, above all, with our commitment.

Thanks be to Almighty God.

May it fill the lives of the Cenacle sisters.

Michèle

I met sisters Laurence and Simone in Zinvié (Benin) at the Clarisse sisters house, where I had come for a 3-day retreat in February 2019.

During Sunday mass, the priest publicly thanked them for the work they had done in accompanying the community’s novices. On the way out, I hurried to catch up with them to find out more about accompaniment, and so I received the Vogan Cenacle leaflets.

A few months later I scheduled my 1st retreat at the Cenacle and I loved the accompaniment. Every year, I come to the Cenacle for various retreats and I come away ever more invigorated by the Ignatian spirituality.

I discovered the FAS training program (Formation to spiritual direction) and signed up for it, while following the Theological and Pastoral Initiation program in Cotonou (EITP). There I met Narcisse, who had already been there a year earlier. During an 8-day retreat in Vogan, I bumped into Narcisse again and the idea of doing something in Cotonou began to grow on me. I called Narcisse and told him about my idea. He then informed me that the idea was already underway with friends who had already made the journey and who wanted to see the fruits of that journey continue. And so began a series of meetings, often in Vogan or at the EITP, and afterwards with members of the nascent Fraternity. I was amazed to discover people who shared the same values of sharing, and I decided to commit myself even more to living the values of the Cenacle. This commitment came to fruition at Pentecost 2024. Thank you Lord for your wonders.

Act of Oblation

Lord Jesus, I unite myself to your perpetual, unceasing, universal sacrifice. I offer myself to you every day of my life and every moment of every day according to your most holy and adorable will.

You have been the victim of my salvation; I wish to be the victim of your love.

Accept my desire, take my offering, graciously hear my prayer. Let me live for love of you; let me die for love of you, let my last heartbeat be an act of perfect love.

Amen.

Goodness

I had, a few days ago, an insight which consoled me very much.

It was during my thanksgiving, when I was making a few reflections upon the goodness of God, and how should one not think of this at such a time, of that infinite goodness, uncreated goodness, the source of all goodness! And without this there would be no goodness whatsoever, whether in man or in other creatures. I was extremely touched by these reflections when I saw written as in letters of gold this word Goodness which I repeated for a long time with an indescribable sweetness. I beheld it, I say, written upon all creatures, animate and inanimate, rational or not, all bore this name of goodness, I saw it even upon the chair that served as a prie-dieu. I understood then that all that these creatures have of good and all the services and assistance that we receive from each of them is a benefit which we owe to the goodness of our God who has communicated to them something of His infinite goodness so that we may meet it in everything and everywhere.

Yet all that I am here describing is nothing; if I could but tell you something of what I experienced in that moment, what a joy it would be, but it is impossible to describe it, that which is Divine cannot be described. Only I am no longer surprised that the saints were enraptured at the sight of the goodness of which so many souls know so little; this impression stayed with me for several days during which I could find no pleasure in anything save only in what I had seen and experienced

Letter from Mother Thérèse Couderc to Mother de Larochenégly, Superior General, August 10, 1866 (extract)

Self-Surender

Sunday, June 26 [1864]
“Our Lord has often made me understand how helpful it is for a soul desirous of making progress in the spiritual life to surrender herself – to give herself – unreservedly to the guidance of the Holy Spirit. But this morning it pleased his divine goodness to give me a very special perception of it. l was preparing to begin my meditation, when l heard the pealing of the church bells summoning the faithful to assist at the divine mysteries. At that moment the desire came over me to unite myself with all the Masses that were being said, and to that end l directed my intention so that l might participate in them. Thereupon there came to me a general view of the whole Catholic world and of a vast number of altars upon which at one and the same time the adorable Victim was being immolated. The blood of the Lamb without stain was flowing in abundance over every one of these altars, which seemed to be surrounded by a light cloud of smoke ascending towards heaven. My soul was seized and penetrated with a feeling of love and gratitude on beholding this most abundant satisfaction that Our Lord was offering for us. But l was also greatly astonished that the whole world was not sanctified by it. l asked how it was when the Sacrifice of the Cross offered only once was sufficient to redeem all souls, that now being renewed so many times, it did not avail to sanctify them all. This is the answer I thought I heard: “The sacrifice is undoubtedly sufficient by itself and the blood of Jesus more than sufficient for the sanctification of a thousand worlds, but souls do not correspond; they are not generous enough.” Now the great means whereby one may enter the way of perfection and sanctity is to surrender oneself to our good God.

But what does it mean to surrender oneself? I understand the full extent of the meaning of the word, self-surrender; but l cannot explain it.
I only know it is very vast; that it embraces both the present and the future.

To surrender oneself is something more than to devote oneself, more than to give oneself ; it is even something more than to abandon oneself to God.
To surrender oneself is to die to everything and to self, to be no longer concerned with self except to keep it continually turned towards God.
Self-surrender is no longer to seek self-satisfaction in anything but solely God’s good pleasure.

It should be added that self-surrender is to follow that complete spirit of detachment which holds to nothing; neither to persons nor to things, neither to time nor place. lt means to accept everything, to submit to everything.
But perhaps you will think this is a very difficult thing. Do not let yourself be deceived; there is nothing so easy to do, nothing so sweet to put into practice. The whole thing consists in making a generous act at the very beginning, by saying with all sincerity: “My God, I wish to be entirely thine; deign to accept my offering” – that is all. But you must be careful to keep yourself in this attitude of soul, and do not shrink from any of the little sacrifices which can help you advance in virtue; you must always remember you have surrendered yourself.

I pray our Lord to give an understanding of this word to all souls eager to please him, and to inspire them to take advantage of so easy a means of sanctification. Oh! If beforehand they did but understand the sweetness and peace experienced by those who hold nothing back from the good God. How closely he unites himself to the soul that seeks him sincerely in total self-surrender! Once you have tried this you will see that therein lies the true happiness you are vainly seeking elsewhere.

The self-surrendered soul has found heaven on earth since she enjoys that sweet peace which is part of the happiness of the elect.”

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